Have had asthma attacks all week-end; haven't been able to sleep at night, haven't been able to get up in the mornings. The nights have been full of hallucinations; partly because of oxygen deprivation - in combination with the lack of sleep - and also the fact that I've been caught in between the real world and the dream world.

Scary feeling not knowing whether your action is making footprints in the real world, or only stirring up the dust on the other side..

Damn, it hasn't been this bad since I lived with a fucking cat.. My chest is hurting from having to struggle for each and every single breath of air.. ..and now my head is feeling as if it's going to explode any second now, and I really have to work a couple of hours more to get some documentation in place..

..then it's of to bed again, and another night of nightmares, choking, sweating and dying..


Should I walk into the light? (Moon and Clouds with Twist-Distortion (Paint .NET))